This time of year is tricky for plenty of people, and I’m no exception. Today I have the most recent ex on the brain, of all people. He and I split up almost two years ago in February 2007, ending on a nasty note. Yeah, I’ve written about him on the blog before, but today I feel like rehashing it. The memories flooded back today during a conversation with a galpal and then again during lunch with a guyfriend, so I might as well deal with it on here. Read the rest of this entry »
Archive for December, 2008
Loving the New Apartment
Love is oozing out of me over here.
A dishwasher that works. Nice, newer kitchen appliances and cabinetry. Come to find out this location is actually more convenient than where I lived before, and there are plenty of restaurant and shopping options nearby. And this complex provides adequate parking for my guests. ![]()
Currently I’m preparing my first cooked meal at the new place: soft-shell tacos with cheddar jack cheese. So nice to be able to cook without worrying about a mountain of dishes to clean afterwards.
Today we shampooed the carpet in the old apartment and cleaned out the fridge and cabinets. Tomorrow is our last day to stop over there, thank goodness! So done with that place and that landlord.
So, I’m off to enjoy dinner and unpack. Have a good one!
2008 Reflections
This year has been nuts, plain and simple. It turned out nothing like I expected, beginning on a sour note only to go off the deep end in the middle before ending with my graduation and the decision to remain living in the area. It’s been a transitional year in a number of ways, the obvious being the shedding of the role of college student (for now anyways), but then there are all these weird transformations going on inside too. For example, my perception of and relationship with prostitution evolving toward a more positive space, away from the industry and escorting and toward a form of companionship that’s more suitable. Then there’s all this confusion and cynicism over political and economic matters, which has had to be placed on the back burner as I decompress and focus on my personal affairs.
On one hand, I feel more enlightened and empowered from my studies in 2008. On the other hand, I’m infinitely less confident in conditions improving anytime soon. In terms of our political landscape, 2009 likely won’t usher in the utopia the Obama camp keeps chattering about. But oh well. All we can do is wait and see what the future holds. I’m nervous not so much about the coming year but of those to follow. Read the rest of this entry »
Time for Cheer
Weird Al Yankovic always gets me in a better mood. ![]()
Living With a Hernia (LOL – I LOVE this parody)
Gump
I Lost On Jeopardy
It’s All About the Pentiums (Drew Carey cracks me up)
Here’s a new one for me: The Night Santa Went Crazy
The video that started it all back in the ’80s: Fat
Headline News (a parody of the Crash Test Dummies’ hit song)
Close But No Cigar (funny song but this cartoon is kinda disturbing)
Al’s first television appearance back in 1981 (the year I was born): Another One Rides the Bus
And of course, a personal favorite: White & Nerdy ( lol @ Donny Osmond)
Feeling better now. Tough not being cheered by Al’s lyrical genius. ![]()
As the World Falls Down
A beautiful David Bowie song from the movie “The Labyrinth.” This keeps repeating on my playlist, so I decided to look up the video clip:
For a higher quality version, click here.
Very pretty.
Holiday Ponderings
It’s been a week since my last post so it’s time to pop on and say “hello.” This Christmas was interesting, to say the least. Between moving earlier in the week and visiting with a friend near the end, I’m tapped out physically and emotionally. It’s overall been mostly good, though the not-so-good parts have been weighing on my mind heavily the last couple of days.
As for the new apartment…much cozier than the last one. We’re heading over to the old place tomorrow to clean the carpet and grab a few more bags and whatnot. The rodents are all still over there, awaiting transport, though I’ve been stopping by daily. The cats are loving the new place, and I’ve promised them less dust this time around. The dishwasher is a godsend and is exactly what I wanted for Christmas. ![]()
There’s plenty of work to do around here unpacking and eventually decorating, which I’m looking forward to. I have some nice things though you’d never know it since half of them were left in boxes over the last two years. Didn’t raise much of a finger in the last place to make it feel homey since my mind obviously was elsewhere.
Talked to my family and friends over the holidays, which was nice. Everyone seems to be doing pretty well. Still have a card to send off to one family member, but otherwise my timing in gift-giving was better this year. Gave out baggie gifts to my day job clients and sent out these cute promo holiday cards. Hopefully that will help generate new business in the new year.
Haven’t seen any “man clients” in a couple of weeks now. Maybe next week we’ll all be settled enough to reconnect.
Hmmm…as for my personal life. Not sure if I’ve mentioned the latest dating decision: from here on out, I’m setting a 6 month restriction on personal life sex. Yep, I said it and you have no idea how much I mean it. “Mr. Leo” of a couple posts back was just the last in a looong string of stupid dating/friendship-seeking disappointments. Can’t make friends with men when sex is involved, so it seems, and I’m through with feeling disposable. My clients and friends treat me with respect, so that’s who I’m sticking with. Anyone else will just have to take the time for us to get to know one another. And that means without the overnight cuddle sessions. Sexual intimacy means too much to me to continue to have it abused by disrespectful jerks hunting for a quick fling.
The bar scene has proven (once again) to be such a crock that I’m back to avoiding it for the time being. Nothing good has ever come from the bar scene, except perhaps meeting one former galpal. Such a waste of time and money. Besides, every bar in this town has 5 televisions, all tuned to sports.
None of that should be confused with my New Year’s Resolution, which is being rolled over from last year. Just as before: continue practicing how to shut the fuck up. Sounds harsh but I prefer the bluntness. My mouth gets me in more trouble than I’m worth sometimes.
Not sure how I’ll be spending New Year’s Eve, my favorite holiday. Usually I wander out to a bar alone and mingle with my fellow bar patrons, but this year it would be nice to switch it up a bit. Considering how unappetizing hanging out with the typical bar crowd sounds right now and all. The champagne toast is what matters most but that can be had at home alone. I don’t know yet. Knowing me, I’ll probably go to some bar, against my better judgment.
Ya know, it’s been a good holiday and I’m very glad a friend came to visit. But I can’t help but be left with this melancholy, drained feeling. Kind of a heartsick nervousness that comes with personal life drama, particularly when it involves someone I care deeply about. The sting of embarrassment from an unforeseen and uncomfortable conversation with a friend still lingers and has my nerves knotted a bit. It will pass, as it always does, but I wish my words at the time could have made clearer sense. The recent recognition of the depth of my trust issues continues to perplex me as I thought the past had passed or at least settled down enough to where I wouldn’t be reduced to tears by the very thought of growing closer to someone I already care for and know well. Ugh. So frustrated with myself right now, not for how I feel but because of my inability to express it like a “normal” human being. These sort of things, issues of love and whatnot, make me extremely uncomfortable. The closer I feel to the person, the more emotionally freaked out I apparently become. It’s the one true fear I can’t deny. Its grip is amazing, agitating, suffocating. Why? I guess because to love and trust is to take a risk that scares the hell out of me. The risk of being abandoned or rejected or intensely disappointed by someone I cherish and respect is just so much to bear. Too much.
We all experience pain though. No way to avoid it and poisoning the good doesn’t solve a thing. I’m ready to move on. Or at least I think I am. That terrible pain blinds me just remembering it, but not everyone is her and not every relationship will suffer the same outcome. Intellectually, I understand this. My knee-jerk emotions have a harder time coming to grips with the number of years that have passed. Like a person living with PTSD, that part of your psyche never leaves the scene of that day, never forgets. But you can’t change it. Can’t undo the damage. Can’t pretend to not be heart-broken.
It’s so weird because I know inside none of this even matters. It’s just a knee-jerk fear response, that’s all. A remnant of times gone by. I’ve grown and am not the same person as back then. Trust is an option today. Some people do consider me lovable now.
So, while I’m sad and a bit frustrated this week, I’m also very happy. The patience my friends show toward me is unbelievable and I cherish them very much. I can see into the not-so-distant future and envision myself as a stronger person working with the help of others to overcome this hurdle. It’s not real outside of my own mind and I do possess the power, with support from my friends, to open a new chapter in life and learn to let go. Healing can take a lifetime, they say, but progress has been made.
Unfortunately, a friend had to sit up with me through that rough patch. I appreciate the help and patience, as embarrassing as it turned out to be. He’s been really wonderful over the years. I just didn’t want to see our friendship get damaged, by him or me, due to carelessness or what have you. But I don’t think it will be. We’re healthier people than we once were and our relationship is strong. I trust that.
Just so hard not to withdraw in fear of history repeating. But that’s not what I want ruling my actions and choices from here on out.
Do you know why I think I date assholes generally? Because it allows me to keep a bit of an emotional distance. Probably born out of a touch of self-righteousness. Always wanting to be the good guy, the better of the two, at least in some sense. When you date a tremendous jerk, like a guy I dated a few years ago, there’s a perk in not really caring where the relationship ends up. But attachments always happen and before you know it, you’re seriously resenting a man like that. Lack of integrity, lack of concern, lack of conscience, lack of heart – these are ways to describe probably most of the men I once pined for. Why be attracted to that? We wound up hating one another. We would tear one another apart with bickering and fighting, insults and suspicions. That was no way to live, hence why I’ve chosen to stay out of romantic relationships for a good long while now.
Those days are over though. Maybe someday I’ll quit bringing it up. ![]()
On a brighter note, my ex-husband and I were able to exchange holiday well-wishes via text message this year. That’s a first in a long time for us. It’s nice being civil with him nowadays, though I’m not sure how much more we’ll communicate in the future. Either way, I’m pleased since this provides a good dose of closure on the most positive note I could hope for. Very cool.
So anyway…to quote Scarlett: tomorrow is another day. And I’m looking forward to it. Things are good and it’s time to just give myself permission to enjoy it for everything it’s worth.
May 2009 be a better year for all of us. ![]()
(Yeah, I’m on a roll with the smileys tonight. hehe)
Moving Day Has Arrived
In a couple of hours, my stuff will be hauled over in a uhaul truck to the new apartment. I’ve spent the last two days packing, cleaning, dusting, and sorting…with plenty more to do in the coming week. A buddy plans on helping with shampooing the carpet here (and possibly patching a damaged spot caused by a pet rat’s chewing) and conducting a thorough scrub-down of this place, in hopes of getting back at least part of my deposit. The current landlord has been avoiding me the past few weeks (not to mention the months prior to that to keep from installing the dishwasher or making repairs), so I’m not sure if I can count on his cooperation. We shall see.
Time to vacuum and mop the bathroom linoleum. Then pack up the computer peripherals and dust some more. Oy. A never-ending list of things to do.
December Update
For the record, the apartment I put down a deposit for did come through and the lease was changed to accommodate my concerns. The keys were handed over yesterday and today I moved the first load of dishes to the new place and put them directly in the dishwasher.
So glad to have a dishwasher again!
The new apartment had carpet installed last week, which looks nice. It’s not much bigger than my current apartment, but hopefully it will still accommodate all my stuff, plus a roommate eventually. Cutting costs is the name of the game in 2009, as I’m sure it will be for many others. With rent set at over $600/mo., it will be nice to have someone to split this with. Maybe a young college student who works a lot and isn’t around too often. That would be nice since I’m a homebody who prefers time to myself.
Haven’t been to my bar except one time in the past couple of weeks, and that was with a buddy for two brews. Had a falling out with a man I had met there and been hanging out with for a couple of months. Who knows why? As always, the lesson learned here is if you hope to remain in contact with a “civie” man for any real length of time, do not engage in sex with him. He’ll blow out faster than you can get your pants back on. It’s a lesson I’ve learned too many times throughout the years, but who doesn’t occasionally desire some playful fun between the sheets? Just because I work as an escort doesn’t mean that I too don’t desire some fun in my personal life. But there’s so much unnecessary drama and negativity that I don’t have the tolerance to continue putting up with. What do I get out of it? No income, obviously. The treatment is usually poorer than that I receive from my clients (oddly enough, it would seem). The sex is often rushed, weird and uncomfortable, so what great prize is there in sleeping with yet another man? There’s no prize (usually). None at all. He kicked me to the curb for no reason other than he had apparently gotten what he was looking for and that was that. Two months we hung out and cuddled and slept over at one another’s homes and went out at night, so it’s not as if I didn’t give us time to get to know one another a bit. Not to mention we explicitly discussed upfront that a one-night or one-week stand was NOT what I was looking for and that mutual respect is very important. Ugh. So irritating.
The trouble isn’t this guy since he’s just one of many. I don’t have any interest in the dude and prefer never to see him again. He was such a jerk afterwards to where it’s blatantly obvious now that I apparently didn’t know this guy at all. My galpal met him on a couple of occasions. He seemed sweet and sensitive, cooking breakfast for me some mornings. But come to find out he’s got what appears to be more than a passing fancy for the nose candy. So whatever…good riddance. Didn’t have to be an ass though.
The problem is that this is how it almost always goes. Outside of my friends and clients, that is. In my professional life, we don’t have these sorts of issues and the men are generally more than willing to be courteous and affectionate. Sex occurs in both situations, so why is it so much more of a headache in my personal life? That’s an excellent question that I’d love an answer to. Just doesn’t seem like this is how it should shake out. A layman would assume my clients are the abusive, abrasive ones when really it’s the men I date in my personal life. Go figure! I’ve only been attacked by two clients, but I’ve long since lost count on the number of problems brought to me by everyday men. Why is that? It seems so back assward, doesn’t it? Why do my clients treat me with FAR more respect and decency than average, everyday men I meet? Kinda makes me glad I am an escort for fear if I hadn’t become one, my opinion of all things male might be in the garbage by now. Isn’t that sad? That’s downright weird. But it’s the honest truth.
Friends and clients treat me well. The rest I’m learning to avoid. It’s not as though I ask for much out of the men I date in my personal life. In fact, some would say I continue to be too tolerant, putting up with stuff that’s beneath me. Like this last guy’s trashy ass house and poor table manners. Not to mention the fact that he’s not very attractive. But I try not to care about petty stuff. If I like a person, these sort of things don’t make as much of a difference in my book (though his lack of table manners were a bit embarrassing). Attractiveness is in the eye of the beholder and I firmly believe you have to let your eyes soften on people and base your judgment on their actions and personality.
It’s not as though I ask for financial help (which I hear men complain about plenty) because, as my people know, when it comes to personal dating, I’m fiercely proud of maintaining my own separate income and spending habits. Nothing sucks worse than having to answer to a lover over how much money you spent and where. Oh sure, I like being treated but that’s not the same as seeking a financial savior.
I don’t ask a man to live my life or make decisions on my behalf. Those who know will attest to me being able to make up my own mind quite well. I do demand regular sex (god forbid!), and a man who can cook scores brownie points in my book. I do expect him to be respectful, not only toward me but toward all people, and to be the kind of man interested in doing the right thing, whatever that may be, regardless of the difficulty involved. We call that integrity and it matters to me, though no, I don’t expect anyone to be perfect. It’s a sad state of affairs when I can still hold my ex-husband up on a pedestal when compared to other men I’ve date since. That’s just stupid. (Not to knock on him, but we divorced for valid reasons.)
Yes, I have an unpopular profession, but that’s no reason to treat me like scum. My clients don’t treat me like scum, so what gives? Don’t like what I do then, by all means, don’t date me. Don’t touch me. Don’t pretend to be something you’re not just to have sex with me or any other woman. That’s a horrible idea. Why would anyone wish to have sex with someone they don’t even like? If a client is a disrespectful brute, I refuse to continue the date any further. Period. It just makes sense that we should want to demonstrate respect and reverence toward intimate matters and treat others as we wish to be treated (as hypocritical as that might sound coming from someone like me). It’s the only way to get through this life with a shred of sanity, IMHO.
I’m not a user or an abuser or a controlling bitch. I am, however, set in my ways and interested in meeting a man who gives a damn about something other than football. An honest person. Maybe if I dated women my complaints wouldn’t be all that different, but I don’t date women so this is the perspective I can offer.
Dating sucks. Shoot, just meeting new friends is tough enough. One in a hundred of those I come into contact with probably even become regular acquaintances. Not that I can complain here since my friends are incredible people who I admire very much. But why is my taste in friends so much better than my taste in dating partners? Hell, why do I attract decent clients but can’t attract a halfway-decent, employed, intelligent mate? Oh, I can attract tons of guys whose only aim is to live off of a woman, but who wants that???
Dating is a joke. Dating sites grew old since most men I’ve met through them were looking for a quickie between the sheets with little or no effort on their part in terms of buying dinner or even drinks. Isn’t that sad? Cheap, rude, arrogant, selfish people. I’ve had my fill with all of that.
Believe it or not, my role in life is not to be treated as someone’s blow-up doll. And trust me, I had these same problems before ever becoming an escort. To blame the job is to miss the point. LOTS of women are complaining about the dating scene. Hell, lots of men too. So where’s the disconnect here? Why do so many of us seem to think it’s okay to treat others like disposable items we purchase at walmart instead of actual thinking, feeling human beings? It’s nothing short of a travesty, IMO, and not likely to be resolved any time soon. A good number of men view women as little more than holes (*cringe* I HATE this reference), and plenty of those same men complain that women treat them as little more than walking ATMs. But how can that be when there’s plenty of decent people out here with higher ambitions than getting into people’s pants or wallets? Is the problem that there are just too many assholes in the general population these days?
Ugh. Nevermind. My friend’s here with the moving boxes. Out.
Well, I’ll be damned
Just called the DFAS billing department for the military to inquire about the overpayment I received from the army during my short stint in basic training last year. While I was in, they overpayed me $800, only to be charged back at 4% interest after-the-fact. In the contract you sign when you enlist, you agree to pay back any erroneous amounts with interest, though I didn’t understand at the time how common this all was.
I thought it all seemed fishy back then but after speaking to a man at their call center this morning about this problem, I’m 100% convinced this is nothing more than a racket. The man on the phone said it is indeed a racket (his words) and that all we can do is contact our congressmen since they’re the ones ultimately responsible for introducing this measure. He said it didn’t used to be this way and that he receives MANY calls and complaints about this, numbering (as he quoted) approximately 400,000 outstanding balances being charged to our military personnel. I responded in saying that this is unconstitutional, to which he replied that he agrees “wholeheartedly.” Damn. Even the people manning the call center believe this is wrong. Now, I’ve never called up any creditor and had their people agree with me that their accounting and payroll practices are an unfortunate sham.
He was frustrated as well, though that obviously doesn’t help my situation. I’ve made about $200 in payments over the last year, only $71 of which has gone toward paying the principle amount. The interest rate and my lack of regular payments was blamed. The letter I received in the mail says to call their office if I’m unable to get caught up on this debt, but they offered absolutely no advice whatsoever when I called. The man said they’ll either take it out of whatever tax refund I may be due in spring (which I usually don’t receive – despite claiming very little income, I usually have to pay in anyways) or it will be put on my credit report as a default expense. I argued that no company can or should get away with transferring the responsibility of their own inept accounting and payroll practices over to their constituents, to which he replied, “the government isn’t a company, ma’am, and it can do what it wants.” Ugh! But that’s wrong! What if I had stayed and served? What about all of those who did stay and serve in the U.S. military and yet find themselves trapped under debt by no fault of their own?
A racket, that’s all it is. He said 400,000 cases when I asked if he receives a lot of calls about this matter. Damn. That’s worse than I thought. How many people are even enlisted in the military? Around a million? That’s a substantial percentage of them! These aren’t billing and payment errors; it’s intentionally designed to swindle the very soldiers we claim to care so much about. That’s a damn shame.
The man said all we can do is contact our state representatives, though he said most don’t want to do that. I don’t mind that and in fact do write to my representatives fairly frequently and have for many years now. But what good does it do? As I told him, we didn’t even have real choices during our last election, which he too agreed with. My choice in senator was between one incumbent jackass and their Republican alternative. That was it. No third party candidates. Why do we continue to vote these rich cocksuckers into office?? Why aren’t we more inclined to vote in one of our own, just a regular person who cares more about the people than profits? Why must my government be so corrupt and unaccountable? If a business had payroll errors of this magnitude, you can bet somone would lose their job as a result. Someone’s feet would be held to the fire.
When I said that this $800 overpayment wasn’t desired in the first place and that I wish it could be paid down so this issue can be put behind me, he laughed and said that lots of folks are in debt for a lot more than $800. That’s a pitiful shame. This is our military folks. The people we rely on for protection in this country. And yet, we allow them to be bamboozled in the name of the all-mighty dollar. What gives??
We will not prosper as a country. We cannot when we employ such deceptive practices and take advantage of those who put their lives on the line to defend the freedom we all claim to care so much about. People may not feel any sympathy for me since I did chapter out of the reserves, but for those who stayed and fought, this is a testament to how far off track our country has wandered. It is a man-made tragedy of the highest order.
Money, money, money…is that we care about in this god-forsaken country? Putting people in debt so that some business or our own government can essentially own them and control their fate. God, I’m so frustrated this morning. How can we continue to let them get away with this sort of shit? First it was poor care for the veterans of the Korean and Vietnam Wars (and probably every other previous war); now it’s intentional overpayments to currently enlisted personnel in order to charge back debt with interest. No, our government is not a company, nor should it behave like a depraved one.
Census Fun
Every once in a while, I like to check the demographics for the state and city where I live or am moving to. While changing my mailing address in preparation for my move this weekend, I wandered across a link to the U.S. Census Bureau fact sheets. Just plug in a city, state or zip code to learn more about a locale.
For my city, we have slightly more women than men, with a median age around 35. Our population is 74% white, 12.3% black/African American, and 12.6% latino. Eighty percent of us completed high school (or a GED) and 24% of us have a 4-year or higher college degree. Interestingly, only 64% of us, age 16 and older, were in the labor force as of the year 2000. Families living below the poverty threshold: 9%. Median family income in 1999: $50,000 approximately.
Makes you wonder how much this data has changed over the last 8 years. Knowing this city, probably not all that much.
Ooh…according to its population trends page, my city lost about 2,000 people over the last 7 years. Wonder why that is and where they’ve moved to, considering this area remains fairly prosperous and all.
Bruce Dixon on Obama, the Neocon-in-Centrist-Clothing
Will Obama Privatize Public Assets To Pay For ‘Economic Recovery’?
by Bruce Dixon
December 11, 2008 / from SleptOn.com
Obama’s old school economic team are on record as favoring privatizations of public resources in principle. Unless Obama is willing to significantly cut the military budget or tax the rich, neither of which seems very likely, the only way to pay for even a reasonably large jobs and recovery program is to kill other jobs through a wave of Chicago-style privatizations. And privatizations are always bad for democracy.
Dr. Michael Hudson is an economist, a professor at the University of Kansas, and a really smart guy. During the presidential campaign he was chief economic advisor to Democrat Dennis Kucinich. By April of this year, Hudson was predicting an imminent financial meltdown.
Foreign banks, he said, were beginning to wake up to the fact that the balance sheets of their US counterparts were full of wholly imaginary earnings, wildly overvalued assets and unpayable loans. Before summer Hudson claimed that US banks had ceased daily reconciliation of their interbank transfers at the end of each day because they lacked the cash to pay them. Months in advance, Hudson forecasted with reasonable accuracy the character of the bipartisan bailout — that some institutions would go under, but that government would try to rescue investors and shareholders while leaving homeowners and consumer creditors — ordinary people — under a mountain of unpayable debt. Foreign bankers, he predicted, would gradually begin to withdraw from funding the US economy.
Hudson is not one of the financial geniuses that gave us the present mess. Perhaps for that reason, he hasn’t been invited to join Barack Obama’s economic transition team, which looks a lot like the speed dial list on former Goldman & Sachs CEO Robert Rubin’s cell phone. Still, even if Barack Obama isn’t listening to Hudson, maybe we should.
The president-elect has made the welcome promise of an ambitious jobs and public works program, with emphases on infrastructure improvements and repair which will begin laying the basis for transition to a post-petroleum economy. With a month to go before his term starts, it will be a while before anybody sees what the legislation and rule changes to make this happen will look like. We do know it won’t come cheap. What we don’t know is how an Obama administration intends to pay for any jobs and infrastructure programs. Michael Hudson, an economist who predicted the mess and the bailout, thinks he knows how that will go down. Paraphrasing him a little, he says that there are four ways to pay for an ambitious jobs and infrastructure program.
The first way is to borrow the money from foreigners, the same as we do for everything else, including the US military budget, which now dwarfs all the money spent on things military by the other 95% of humanity. This may prove difficult, as our creditors in Europe and China are increasingly certain they will never be repaid all that they are owed already.
The second way to pay for an ambitious New Deal style jobs and work program is to tax the rich. When income taxes were introduced at the beginning of the twentieth century, they did just that. If the income tax laws of 90 years ago were applied today, nobody who made in today’s money, under $30,000 a year, paid any income tax at all. But in the last 90 years, income tax laws have been rigged to exclude most of the income of the wealthy. Taxes have become something that “little people” must pay, and that wealthy people can avoid. Hudson thinks that an Obama administration will increase taxes on the rich, but only marginally, not enough to relieve them on the rest of us, not enough to fund any New Deal, and certainbly not not enough to hurt his standing among the Wall Street insider types his administration is already filling up with. Hudson’s predictions are already being borne out by Obama’s recent announcement that Bush’s infamous tax cuts for the rich, rather than being repealed as he promised during the campaign, will be allowed to persist for one more year. Tellingly, Obama has also renounced a campaign promise of a windfall profits tax on oil companies.
The third way to pay for an ambitious jobs program is to cut the military budget, and use those funds to pay for jobs, education, health care, infrastructure and the conversion to a green economy. That won’t happen either. Obama’s entire foreign policy team is drawn from old-schoolers from the Clinton era, and his Department of War, is headed by Robert Gates, formerly deputy director at CIA for most of the Reagan and the first Bush administration. Obama says he will increase the military budget and he pledges to be able to fight multiple foreign wars simultaneously. Just as the Vietnam war sank Lyndon Johnson’s Great Society, the Pentagon budget will severely curtail domestic expenditures for human needs. So this is not in the plans of the Obama administration either.
The last way to pay for an ambitious jobs program is to give away the last scraps of public resources and public power to the wealthy corporate actors who have already driven the US economy into the ground. Obama can privatize whatever public assets still exist, leasing or giving them outright to multinational corporations for an up front fee. Once the money is spent, of course, the public assets are no longer public at all.
Despite being a bad and profoundly anti-democratic notion, the privatization of public assets, euphemistically called “public-private partnerships” have become a favorite tactic of Republicans and Democrats alike. There may be a time and place where privatization is a good idea, but we haven’t seen it.
The Clinton administration, whose hacks have filled up Obama’s transition team, started the privatization ball rolling in a big way with its “Reinventing Government” initiative. Clintonistas decreed that every federal government function had to be analyzed with a view to what could be spun off to a private vendor, and whatever could be privatized must be. They next declared that in order to get federal funds, state and local governments would have to do the same, thus creating from nothing a multibillion dollar industry of contractors that did prisons, prison medical care, fleet operations, government payroll, child support enforcement, handed out birth certificates, parking tickets, in short every single function of government.
The pirates of the Bush administration substituted their cronies for those of the Democrats, and carried the mania for privatization even further, into the military and intelligence establishments, something else an Obama administration will have to address, but that’s another story.
Privatization has long been a mania among the kinds of unimaginative establishment Democrats who make up the Obama transition team and his cabinet so far. Obama’s adopted home town of Chicago is a great example.
In the last year or so, Chicago’s Mayor Daley has sold off major public assets to well connected corporate insiders, including
• the Chicago Skyway Bridge (Interstate 90 from the Indiana state line into the south side)
• Midway Airport, just after billions in public money had been spent to refurbish it
• The Grant Park Underground Garages which park just under 10,000 cars on the edge of the Loop
• All the city’s parking meters and parking meter enforcement for the next 75 years. Fran Spielman of the Chicago Sun-Times points out that the city got a one-time payment of $6 billion for all this, and that the city loses another half billion a year in property taxes to other wealthy and well-connected insiders through its special taxing districts, or TIFs, which have become a standard feature in US cities everywhere. As a result the city is rolling in cash for a moment, but faces a bleak future in which subsequent mayors and city councils will have few resources to dispose of on behalf of the people that elect them, and multinational corporations can funnel contributions to politicians to keep their control of public resources indefinitely.
Chicago is not unique. Gwinnett county in suburban Atlanta just turned the express lanes of Interstate 85 into toll lanes and leased them to a well-connected contractor. Atlanta’s previous mayor even privatized the city’s water and sewer operations, a disastrous move that had to be undone by the current mayor Shirley Franklin. An enthusiastic fan of privatization herself, Franklin’s mayoral transition report, the Bain Report called for “opportunistic” privatization of the city’s parks, garbage collection and more, but the water privatization fiasco made those “opportunistic” privatizations politically impossible. Texas has been turning public roads into private toll roads for some time. This, to the kind of Democrats that surround Barack Obama, is what progress and prosperity look like.
For the big time corporate bosses, large scale privatization of government services and the public sector is a necessity because of their declining rates of domestic profit. Aside from consumer debt and military expenditures, privatization is the only industry where profits are expected to grow and remain secure, even in hard times.
But for the rest of us, the widespread privatization of public resources are bad news indeed. Privatizations are bad for democracy, bad for everybody except the contractors who get paid, and the politicians who get paid off.
Privatizations remove workplaces, their budgets, policy making and decision implementation out of spaces where public accountability is possible, and into private boardrooms immune from oversight. When the fleet operations of your county or city are privatized, for example, repair and maintenance schedules and procedures, which were once open to democratic public scrutiny, become proprietary information, so nobody can question any longer how public monies are being spent.
When government operations are privatized, wages and benefits fall through the floor, and the possibility of democracy in workplaces disappears. Privatizations remove large resources built and developed with generations of public funding from even the possibility of democratic control, and place them under irresponsible corporate shareholders and managers whose only goal is profit. Often, as was the case with the Chicago Skyway and Midway Airport, privatizations only occur after a major public investment to improve the asset. Private managers typically rape the asset, extracting as much profit as quickly as they can while providing as little service as possible and reinvesting next to nothing. When the asset fails to perform because of their refusal to reinvest in it, they go back to the same politicians who signed the deal (and to whom they have contributed generously) for an infusion of cash, to renegotiate the terms of the deal, or sometimes to hand the asset back after they’ve milked it dry.
Historically, a large proportion of African Americans who can afford to live modestly well have been government employees of one sort or another. Their livelihoods are the first ones threatened by privatizations. Obama and his economic team are smart people. They know all of this. If they are, as Michael Hudson believes, counting on a Chicago-style wave of privatizations to pay for a jobs and clean energy program, they’ll need some fancy footwork and a smokescreen of lies.
In the black community, Obama’s presidency is frankly billed as “the fulfillment of Dr. King’s Dream.” But the real Dr. King and the Freedom Movement opposed the war in Vietnam, the US military budget and the worldwide US empire of their day, as fiercely as they did racial discrimination, both because it consumed the resources to be used for human needs and because the work of empire is inevitably genocide and war. The real Freedom Movement and the real Dr. King fought against economic injustice at home as boldly and tenaciously as they did Jim Crow. Dr. King died in Memphis, in the midst of a near general strike situation, with the city’s high schools and some (not that many) churches in the streets over the wages and benefits paid to the city’s black sanitation workers.
To sell a phony program of economic recovery through privatization, an Obama administration will have to deploy the remanufactured and sanitized ghost of Dr. King against the man’s historical work, and against the tens of millions who voted for Barack Obama because they wanted change. Wholesale privatizations of this kind are also the toxic “medicine” the IMF and World Bank (and some of Obama’s advisors) have historically provided for third world countries in economic distress. It didn’t help them. It won’t help us.
If we take the advice of Dr. Hudson seriously, we ought to insist that the Obama economic recovery program be funded by a wholesale restructuring of the US tax system, so that the wealthy, however their income is derived, are taxed more than the incomes of people who depend upon wages. We ought to insist on debt relief for consumers and homeowners, not bonus and salary relief for bank execs and shareholders, which is all the Wall Street bailout seems to have accomplished. It’s not too early for us to think and talk, not only about what we expect from an Obama administration, but how we demand that it unfold.
Given the old-school makeup of Obama’s cabinet, his economic and foreign policy advisors, the hedge funders, the Wall Street wise guys and corporate interests of all sorts already have both his ears. It’s not at all too early for the people to begin grabbing his lapels, and giving him some other input.
Bruce Dixon is managing editor at Black Agenda Report and is based in Atlanta, GA. He can be reached at bruce.dixon@blackagendareport.com.
Hehehe
Shoes thrown at Bush on Iraq trip (click this link to watch the video).
A friend mentioned this a few days ago, before big media picked up the story.
Decent aim. ![]()
Makes you wonder where the secret service agents were. ???
Vote First. Ask Questions Later
by William Blum
December 05, 2008 / from SleptOn.com
Okay, let’s get the obvious out of the way. It was historic. I choked up a number of times, tears came to my eyes, even though I didn’t vote for him. I voted for Ralph Nader for the fourth time in a row.
During the past eight years when I’ve listened to news programs on the radio each day I’ve made sure to be within a few feet of the radio so I could quickly change the station when that preposterous man or one of his disciples came on; I’m not a masochist, I suffer fools very poorly, and I get bored easily. Sad to say, I’m already turning the radio off sometimes when Obama comes on. He doesn’t say anything, or not enough, or not often enough. Platitudes, clichés, promises without substance, “hope and change”, almost everything without sufficient substance, “change and hope”, without specifics, designed not to offend. What exactly are the man’s principles? He never questions the premises of the empire. Never questions the premises of the “War on Terror”. I’m glad he won for two reasons only: John McCain and Sarah Palin, and I deeply resent the fact that the American system forces me to squeeze out a drop of pleasure from something so far removed from my ideals. Obama’s votes came at least as much from people desperate for relief from neo-conservative suffocation as from people who genuinely believed in him. It’s a form of extortion – Vote for Obama or you get more of the same. Those are your only choices.
Is there reason to be happy that the insufferably religious George W. is soon to be history? “I believe that Christ died for my sins and I am redeemed through him. That is a source of strength and sustenance on a daily basis.” That was said by someone named Barack Obama.(1) The United States turns out religious fanatics like the Japanese turn out cars. Let’s pray for an end to this.
As I’ve mentioned before, if you’re one of those who would like to believe that Obama has to present center-right foreign policy views to be elected, but once he’s in the White House we can forget that he misled us repeatedly and the true, progressive man of peace and international law and human rights will emerge … keep in mind that as a US Senate candidate in 2004 he threatened missile strikes against Iran(2), and winning that election apparently did not put him in touch with his inner peacenik. He’s been threatening Iran ever since.
The world is in terrible shape. I don’t think I have to elucidate on that remark. How nice, how marvelously nice it would be to have an American president who was infused with progressive values and political courage. Just imagine what could be done. Like a quick and complete exit from Iraq. You can paint the picture as well as I can. With his popularity Obama could get away with almost anything, but he’ll probably continue to play it safe. Or what may be more precise, he’ll continue to be himself; which, apparently, is a committed centrist. He’s not really against the war. Not like you and I are. During Obama’s first four years in the White House, the United States will not leave Iraq. I doubt that he’d allow a complete withdrawal even in a second term. Has he ever unequivocally called the war illegal and immoral? A crime against humanity? Why is he so close to Colin Powell? Does he not know of Powell’s despicable role in the war? And retaining George W. Bush’s Defense Secretary, Robert Gates, a man against whom it would not be difficult to draw up charges of war crimes? Will he also find a place for Rumsfeld? And Arizona Governor Janet Napolitano, a supporter of the war, to run the Homeland Security department? And General James Jones, a former NATO commander (sic), who wants to “win” in Iraq and Afghanistan, and who backed John McCain, as his National Security Adviser? Jones is on the Board of Directors of the Boeing Corporation and Chevron Oil. Out of what dark corner of Obama’s soul does all this come?
As Noam Chomsky recently pointed out, the election of an indigenous person (Evo Morales) in Bolivia and a progressive person (Jean-Bertrand Aristide) in Haiti were more historic than the election of Barack Obama.
He’s not really against torture either. Not like you and I are. No one will be punished for using or ordering torture. No one will be impeached because of torture. Michael Ratner, president of the Center for Constitutional Rights, says that prosecuting Bush officials is necessary to set future anti-torture policy. “The only way to prevent this from happening again is to make sure that those who were responsible for the torture program pay the price for it. I don’t see how we regain our moral stature by allowing those who were intimately involved in the torture programs to simply walk off the stage and lead lives where they are not held accountable.”(3)
As president, Obama cannot remain silent and do nothing; otherwise he will inherit the war crimes of Bush and Cheney and become a war criminal himself. Closing the Guantanamo hell-hole means nothing at all if the prisoners are simply moved to other torture dungeons. If Obama is truly against torture, why does he not declare that after closing Guantanamo the inmates will be tried in civilian courts in the US or resettled in countries where they clearly face no risk of torture? And simply affirm that his administration will faithfully abide by the 1984 Convention Against Torture and Other Cruel, Inhuman or Degrading Treatment, of which the United States is a signatory, and which states: “The term ‘torture’ means any act by which severe pain or suffering, whether physical or mental, is intentionally inflicted on a person for such purposes as obtaining information or a confession … inflicted by or at the instigation of or with the consent or acquiescence of a public official or any other person acting in an official capacity.”
The convention affirms that: “No exceptional circumstances whatsoever, whether a state of war or a threat of war, internal political stability or any other public emergency, may be invoked as a justification of torture.”
Instead, Obama has appointed former CIA official John O. Brennan as an adviser on intelligence matters and co-leader of his intelligence transition team. Brennan has called “rendition” – the kidnap-and-torture program carried out under the Clinton and Bush administrations – a “vital tool”, and praised the CIA’s interrogation techniques for providing “lifesaving” intelligence.(4)
Obama may prove to be as big a disappointment as Nelson Mandela, who did painfully little to improve the lot of the masses of South Africa while turning the country over to the international forces of globalization. I make this comparison not because both men are black, but because both produced such great expectations in their home country and throughout the world. Mandela was freed from prison on the assumption of the Apartheid leaders that he would become president and pacify the restless black population while ruling as a non-radical, free-market centrist without undue threat to white privilege. It’s perhaps significant that in his autobiography he declines to blame the CIA for his capture in 1962 even though the evidence to support this is compelling.(5) It appears that Barack Obama made a similar impression upon the American power elite who vetted him in many fundraising and other meetings and smoothed the way for his highly unlikely ascendancy from obscure state senator to the presidency in four years. The financial support from the corporate world to sell “Brand Obama” was extraordinary.
Another comparison might be with Tony Blair. The Tories could never have brought in university fees or endless brutal wars, but New Labour did. The Republicans would have had a very difficult time bringing back the draft, but I can see Obama reinstating it, accompanied by a suitable slogan, some variation of “Yes, we can!”.
I do hope I’m wrong, about his past and about how he’ll rule as president. I hope I’m very wrong.
Many people are calling for progressives to intensely lobby the Obama administration, to exert pressure to bring out the “good Obama”, force him to commit himself, hold him accountable. The bold reforms of Roosevelt’s New Deal were spurred by widespread labor strikes and other militant actions soon after the honeymoon period was over. At the moment I have nothing better to offer than that. God help us.
The future as we used to know it has ceased to exist. And other happy thoughts.
Reading the accounts of the terrorist horror in Mumbai has left me as pessimistic as a dinosaur contemplating the future of his grandchildren. How could they do that? … destroying all those lives, people they didn’t even know, people enjoying themselves on vacation … whatever could be their motivation? Well, they did sort of know some of their victims; they knew they were Indians, or Americans, or British, or Zionists, or some other kind of infidel; so it wasn’t completely mindless, not totally random. Does that help to understand? Can it ease the weltschmerz? You can even make use of it. The next time you encounter a defender of American foreign policy, someone insisting that something like Mumbai justifies Washington’s rhetorical and military attacks against Islam, you might want to point out that the United States does the same on a regular basis. For seven years in Afghanistan, almost six in Iraq, to give only the two most obvious examples … breaking down doors and machine-gunning strangers, infidels, traumatizing children for life, firing missiles into occupied houses, exploding bombs all over the place, pausing to torture … every few days dropping bombs on Pakistan or Afghanistan, and still Iraq, claiming they’ve killed members of al-Qaeda, just as bad as Zionists, bombing wedding parties, one after another, 20 or 30 or 70 killed, all terrorists of course, often including top al-Qaeda leaders, the number one or number two man, so we’re told; so not completely mindless, not totally random; the survivors say it was a wedding party, their brother or their nephew or their friend, mostly women and children dead; the US military pays people to tell them where so-and-so number-one bad guy is going to be; and the US military believes what they’re told, so Bombs Away! … Does any of that depress you like Mumbai? Sometimes they bomb Syria instead, or kill people in Iran or Somalia, all bad guys … “US helicopter-borne troops have carried out a raid inside Syria along the Iraqi border, killing eight people including a woman, Syrian authorities say” reports the BBC.(6) … “The United States military since 2004 has used broad, secret authority to carry out nearly a dozen previously undisclosed attacks against Al Qaeda and other militants in Syria, Pakistan and elsewhere, according to senior American officials. … The secret order gave the military new authority to attack the Qaeda terrorist network anywhere in the world, and a more sweeping mandate to conduct operations in countries not at war with the United States,” the New York Times informs us.(7) So it’s all nice and legal, not an attack upon civilization by a bunch of escaped mental patients. Maybe the Mumbai terrorists also have a piece of paper, from some authority, saying that it’s okay what they did. … I’m feeling better already.
The mythology of the War on Terrorism
On November 8, three men were executed by the government of Indonesia for terrorist attacks on two night clubs in Bali in 2002 that took the lives of 202 people, more than half of whom were Australians, Britons and Americans. The Associated Press(8) reported that “the three men never expressed remorse, saying the suicide bombings were meant to punish the United States and its Western allies for alleged atrocities in Afghanistan and elsewhere.”
During the recent US election campaign, John McCain and his followers repeated a sentiment that has become a commonplace – that the War on Terrorism has been a success because there hasn’t been a terrorist attack against the United States since September 11, 2001; as if terrorists killing Americans is acceptable if it’s done abroad. Since the first American strike on Afghanistan in October 2001 there have been literally scores of terrorist attacks against American institutions in the Middle East, South Asia and the Pacific, more than a dozen in Pakistan alone: military, civilian, Christian, and other targets associated with the United States. The year following the Bali bombings saw the heavy bombing of the US-managed Marriott Hotel in Jakarta, Indonesia, the site of diplomatic receptions and 4th of July celebrations held by the American Embassy. The Marriott Hotel in Pakistan was the scene of a major terrorist bombing just two months ago. All of these attacks have been in addition to the thousands in Iraq and Afghanistan against US occupation, which Washington officially labels an integral part of the War on Terrorism. Yet American lovers of military force insist that the War on Terrorism has kept the United States safe.
Even the claim that the War on Terrorism has kept Americans safe at home is questionable. There was no terrorist attack in the United States during the 6 1/2 years prior to the one in September 2001; not since the April 1995 bombing of the federal building in Oklahoma City. It would thus appear that the absence of terrorist attacks in the United States is the norm.
An even more insidious myth of the War on Terrorism has been the notion that terrorist acts against the United States can be explained, largely, if not entirely, by irrational hatred or envy of American social, economic, or religious values, and not by what the United States does to the world; i.e., US foreign policy. Many Americans are mightily reluctant to abandon this idea. Without it the whole paradigm – that we are the innocent good guys and they are the crazy, fanatic, bloodthirsty bastards who cannot be talked to but only bombed, tortured and killed – falls apart. Statements like the one above from the Bali bombers blaming American policies for their actions are numerous, coming routinely from Osama bin Laden and those under him.(9)
Terrorism is an act of political propaganda, a bloody form of making the world hear one’s outrage against a perceived oppressor, graffiti written on the wall in some grim, desolate alley. It follows that if the perpetrators of a terrorist act declare what their motivation was, their statement should carry credibility, no matter what one thinks of their cause or the method used to achieve it. Just put down that stereotype and no one gets hurt.
Sarah Palin and her American supporters resent what they see as the East Coast elite, the intellectuals, the cultural snobs, the politically correct, the pacifists and peaceniks, the agnostics and atheists, the environmentalists, the fanatic animal protectors, the food police, the health gestapo, the socialists, and other such leftist and liberal types who think of themselves as morally superior to Joe Sixpack, Joe the Plumber, National Rifle Association devotées, rednecks, and all the Bush supporters who have relished the idea of having a president no smarter than themselves. It’s stereotyping gone wild. So in the interest of bringing some balance and historical perspective to the issue, allow me to remind you of some forgotten, or never known, factoids which confound the stereotypes.
* Josef Stalin studied for the priesthood.
* Adolf Hitler once hoped to become a Catholic priest or monk; he was a vegetarian and was anti-smoking.
* Hermann Goering, while his Luftwaffe rained death upon Europe, kept a sign in his office that read: “He who tortures animals wounds the feelings of the German people.”
* Adolf Eichmann was cultured, read deeply, played the violin.
* Benito Mussolini also played the violin.
* Some Nazi concentration camp commanders listened to Mozart to drown out the cries of the inmates.
* Charles Manson was a staunch anti-vivisectionist.
* Radovan Karadzic, the Bosnian Serb leader, charged with war crimes, genocide, and crimes against humanity by the International Criminal Tribunal for the Former Yugoslavia, had been a psychiatrist specializing in depression; the author of a published book of poetry as well as children’s books, often with themes of nature; and a practitioner of alternative medicine.
I’m not really certain to what use you might put this information to advance toward our cherished national goal of becoming a civilized society, but I feel a need to disseminate it. If you know of any other examples of the same type, I’d appreciate your sending them to me.
The examples above are all of “bad guys” doing “good” things. There are of course many more instances of “good guys” doing “bad” things.
Notes
1. Washington Post, August 17, 2008
2. Chicago Tribune, September 25, 2004
3. Associated Press, November 17, 2008
4. New York Times, October 3, 2008
5. Nelson Mandela, Long Walk to Freedom (1994) p.278; William Blum, Rogue State, chapter 23, “How the CIA sent Nelson Mandela to prison for 28 years”
6. BBC, October 26, 2008
7. New York Times, November 9, 2008
8. Associated Press, November 9, 2008
9. See my article at: http://www.killinghope.org/superogue/terintro.htm ↩
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I do agree with William’s opinions, though he’s probably slightly more optimistic. It would be wonderful to be wrong about Obama and the uncertain future of the U.S., but I don’t think we are. Wish we were and that the critics were right in dispelling our concerns as little more than conspiracy theorist mumbo-jumbo and irrational cynicism. But you know how the saying goes: you can wish in one hand… Read the rest of this entry »
Scientist in anthrax lawsuit gets $5.8M
Updated 6/27/2008 6:29 PM / By Kevin Johnson, USA TODAY (click link for original story)
WASHINGTON – Former Army scientist Steven Hatfill, named by federal authorities as a person of interest in the 2001 anthrax attacks, will be paid nearly $6 million by the Justice Department to settle a contentious legal fight that has been raging for six years.
Hatfill had charged that the Justice Department violated his privacy by naming him as a possible suspect in the attacks that killed five people.
“The settlement announced today closes a very unhappy chapter in this nation’s public life,” Hatfill’s lawyers said in a written statement.
“Our government failed us, not only by failing to catch the anthrax mailers but by seeking to conceal that failure. Our government did this by leaking gossip, speculation, and misinformation to a handful of credulous reporters.”
Justice Department spokesman Brian Roehrkasse said the settlement was in “the best interests of the United States,” adding that the payment should not be interpreted as an admission of any violation of the federal Privacy Act.
“The government remains resolute in its investigation into the anthrax attacks,” Roehrkasse said. “We commend the agents and law enforcement personnel who have devoted countless hours to the pursuit of the perpetrator of this horrible crime, and we reassure the public and the victims that this investigation remains among the department’s highest law enforcement priorities.”
Hatfill’s legal fight had far-reaching implications beyond a narrow privacy complaint against the government. In support of his claim, Hatfill’s lawyers also waged a challenge to the First Amendment by demanding that reporters identify confidential sources who named the scientist “a person of interest” in the federal investigation.
Six reporters were subpoenaed to disclose government sources. Four of the reporters obtained waivers, allowing them to identify the officials.
At the time of the settlement announced Friday, former USA TODAY reporter Toni Locy was appealing a federal contempt order that threatened to require her to pay up to $5,000 a day for refusing to identify sources.A federal judge also was considering a contempt order against a former CBS News reporter.
In light of the settlement, Hatfill attorney Patrick O’Donnell said that Locy’s testimony is no longer needed.
“I hope this means that this ordeal is over and that I can get on with my life,” said Locy, now a college journalism professor. “I am pleased that Dr. Hatfill no longer needs my testimony.”
The agreement announced Friday contained no finding against media organizations nor did it require the media organizations to make any payments to Hatfill.
Still, Hatfill’s lawyers directed strong criticism at journalists who, the attorneys said, “failed us by putting aside their professional skepticism and shoveling the leaked information all too willingly into publications without questioning the accuracy of the information, the motives of the leakers or the fairness of the government’s attacks.”
Hatfill was publicly identified as a possible suspect in 2002 by then-Attorney General John Ashcroft. The scientist was never charged.
Under terms of the agreement outlined in court documents, the Justice Department will pay Hatfill $2.8 million in cash and $3 million in an annuity to paid in equal installments over 20 years.
The anthrax attacks came shortly after the 9/11 terrorist attacks on passenger aircraft that crashed in New York, Washington and Pennsylvania. Spores of the deadly substance were mailed to news organizations and members of Congress. The crime has not been solved.
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After deliberate scapegoating and fear-mongering on the part of our government officials, I say this man deserves more than $6 million to compensate for his ruined career. That’s truly unfortunate, especially how the government spokespeople have come out with all these disclaimers denying culpability and wrongdoing.
The mainstream news hasn’t said much, from what I can tell, about Steven Hatfill’s successful case. Can’t escape the lies when they’re being pushed, but you also have trouble finding the truth once it finally does come out. The lies dominate front page headlines; the uncovered truth generally receives a small mention buried in the D section. Nice.
I’m glad he sued and I’m glad he won, though the pitiful sum along with the lack of reporting on this story smacks of the same ol’ shit we’re all used to. Unfortunate, to say the least.







