Feeling dejected tonight, and drunk. Mostly drunk. Dejected about a woman though, a butch lesbian I met tonight at the bar. It’s simply the manner in which she took off, especially after nice conversation, without truly saying “goodbye” or stating they were leaving for the night. We seemed to get along before that and agreed on the political topics we discussed, but…she took off without any talk about further contact. My rational side says she may have recently come out of a breakup or maybe isn’t looking to connect right now; my dramatic, less rational side says I’m a doofus around women and that I turned her off. Who knows the truth? Certainly not me.
Not feeling too good either way. Had too much to drink, that’s a given. So hard to type now. Sucks feeling dejected after a positive day, but oh well. Learning to roll with life’s punches and gutterballs. It happens. Can’t always be lucky. Not even half the time sometimes. Maybe I didn’t ask enough about her? Maybe my questions and topics are off-kilter for a woman’s sensibilities? Who knows? Still trying to figure it all out.
Gotta head elsewhere now. Can’t type worth a darn. Too much effort. 
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